The best explanation of God that I found is that God is a punching bag on which you can make your blows of blame when something wrong is happening in your life. In the time of worries we sure do pray to him, during happiness there is no gratitude .But what exactly is God? Some person sitting in the sky playing a game of chess, or is he some kind of a cruel guy who loves to see its creation in trouble. Or is it that God must have thought after he created us" Here are humans, my greatest creation, now lets have some fun with them." It really does make one think about it when you see all the cruel things happening around us. Young girls getting raped, babies getting cancer, people dying of hunger and people killing for pleasure .For me God is nothing but the universe or whatever thing in which you believe in from your heart. The same universe that created us. He creates us and after that, it’s all us. Nothing is pre-written. God gave us everything we need but he left us a choice to choose which way we want to walk on. I believe god wants us to achieve great things but he also makes sure if we are really worth of the thing we want and hence putting hurdles in our way. Sometime it makes me doubt if he is actually enjoying us in trouble, with all the hurdles he has spread in our path but sometimes i also think that how long can God watch us try and try and try. He will get bored or have sympathy someday and remove the hurdles. So the main point of mine here is the effort and the never give up attitude. How long can a mother watch its infant trying to get up and fall on its bum again, she will surely lend the kid a hand sooner or later and support him on his way.
We all get hurt numerous times in our lifetime. Some are hurt by their family, some by their love, some people are hurt by nature and some people don't need a reason to be hurt, they just love the feeling of being hurt. But can universe see us being hurt. She is our mother. She is just waiting to be called "mama I need help” and I think she will surely come.
And when she comes she comes with so much warmth that we start to think if you really deserved it. Human minds surely are complicated.
I have cursed and shouted a numerous times at God. Sometimes it gets into your nerves when you see the sad things happening and god doing nothing. The same thing happened with me last week. I saw this beautiful puppy playing with its mom on the street side. So I just went to a shop to buy some biscuits to feed its mom and when I turned I saw the mom licking the puppy's face and the puppy moving its legs in the air. It was when I neared that I saw that a car had run over the baby and the mom was licking the blood coming out of the puppy's mouth. Soon from the locals i came to know that it was the last litter of the bitch and she loved it night and day, protected it from the world. I saw her picking her baby into her soft mouth and taking him into the bushes. Later when I returned i saw the mother sulked behind a cover, sadness filled her face. I cursed at God that day and i don't regret. I pray that the puppy gets a good next life.
The driver of the car who had run over the pup had no regret and I pray for him too.
I felt ashamed of being a human that day.
No matter how much I try to curse god but I know that I believe in him. I know he has his own way of making things happen but I also wish that he keeps me away from seeing such cruel things. In the end I just want to say that We all sometime in our lifetime say that there is no god, people curse God, say bad things about him but within, without even realizing we all believe in him. We want him to exist. I believe that he is there. Waiting, watching and listening .No matter how bad you be to your mother she will always forgive us and she does. All I want to say to God is “Thanks for giving me an opportunity to see this world and I wish this to be my last life and that he retires me from these rebirths. . .”
God Bless Us.
We all get hurt numerous times in our lifetime. Some are hurt by their family, some by their love, some people are hurt by nature and some people don't need a reason to be hurt, they just love the feeling of being hurt. But can universe see us being hurt. She is our mother. She is just waiting to be called "mama I need help” and I think she will surely come.
And when she comes she comes with so much warmth that we start to think if you really deserved it. Human minds surely are complicated.
I have cursed and shouted a numerous times at God. Sometimes it gets into your nerves when you see the sad things happening and god doing nothing. The same thing happened with me last week. I saw this beautiful puppy playing with its mom on the street side. So I just went to a shop to buy some biscuits to feed its mom and when I turned I saw the mom licking the puppy's face and the puppy moving its legs in the air. It was when I neared that I saw that a car had run over the baby and the mom was licking the blood coming out of the puppy's mouth. Soon from the locals i came to know that it was the last litter of the bitch and she loved it night and day, protected it from the world. I saw her picking her baby into her soft mouth and taking him into the bushes. Later when I returned i saw the mother sulked behind a cover, sadness filled her face. I cursed at God that day and i don't regret. I pray that the puppy gets a good next life.
The driver of the car who had run over the pup had no regret and I pray for him too.
I felt ashamed of being a human that day.
No matter how much I try to curse god but I know that I believe in him. I know he has his own way of making things happen but I also wish that he keeps me away from seeing such cruel things. In the end I just want to say that We all sometime in our lifetime say that there is no god, people curse God, say bad things about him but within, without even realizing we all believe in him. We want him to exist. I believe that he is there. Waiting, watching and listening .No matter how bad you be to your mother she will always forgive us and she does. All I want to say to God is “Thanks for giving me an opportunity to see this world and I wish this to be my last life and that he retires me from these rebirths. . .”
God Bless Us.
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