Sitting silently,Listening to my Soul.Sadly, This question is asked by so many people .By friends...by close ones, by the people of these world who have had so many turns and tribulation's, filled with sadness to the core that they thing life is nothing to be lived for. There have been moments when i have asked the same kind off questions to myself. Why am I here? What’s there to live for when my life itself is trying to leave me? But than comes the answer from somewhere within...if you had nothing to achieve, no objective, you wouldn't be born Rahul.
We all know everybody has a reason for their sole existence but many forget it along the way on their way towards their road to achieve what they are not suppose to and in turn forgetting something what they were born to achieve and than they come to a stop and they start thinking "now what’s there to live for?"
Sitting besides the lake I think my life becomes worth when I feel the breeze. I live for relishing the facts that I am breathing air and am walking on my legs feeling the tips of grass rub against my ankles giving me a satisfying tinkling feeling which many people are not able to feel. Well that why I am here to live for.
God gave me a life that I think was so natural for which I cannot thank him more. He said to me I will give you everything in the world Rahul but you will have to fight for your life. Now isn't that how we are supposed to live? Fight for our life. I don't know why he said it to me this way, may be because I never asked from within in frustration what’s there to live for? Or because I know my life is enough for me to live for. I am in debt of my life for making my soul feel the sensations of a small running stream, listening to the water sounds of a small waterfall making it feel at Nirvana.
I sometimes feel that I have the worst life ,living with a disease of guilt that I am a human,a race who does things which even puts God to shame but then at the same moment it brings me close to myself because at least I have understood the importance of life and I know somewhere that I can help improve, if not the world at least someone and that am not fighting for money or religion.
We all know everybody has a reason for their sole existence but many forget it along the way on their way towards their road to achieve what they are not suppose to and in turn forgetting something what they were born to achieve and than they come to a stop and they start thinking "now what’s there to live for?"
Sitting besides the lake I think my life becomes worth when I feel the breeze. I live for relishing the facts that I am breathing air and am walking on my legs feeling the tips of grass rub against my ankles giving me a satisfying tinkling feeling which many people are not able to feel. Well that why I am here to live for.
God gave me a life that I think was so natural for which I cannot thank him more. He said to me I will give you everything in the world Rahul but you will have to fight for your life. Now isn't that how we are supposed to live? Fight for our life. I don't know why he said it to me this way, may be because I never asked from within in frustration what’s there to live for? Or because I know my life is enough for me to live for. I am in debt of my life for making my soul feel the sensations of a small running stream, listening to the water sounds of a small waterfall making it feel at Nirvana.
I sometimes feel that I have the worst life ,living with a disease of guilt that I am a human,a race who does things which even puts God to shame but then at the same moment it brings me close to myself because at least I have understood the importance of life and I know somewhere that I can help improve, if not the world at least someone and that am not fighting for money or religion.
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