Insanely Sane

'Insanely Sane',thats me.Even after two years of finishing my graduation I am sitting at home ,not doing any major post graduation course or an MBA or MSc or any masters that might make people think that i am doing something sane.Relatives ask me " So what are your future plans?" I Say with a broad smile on my face " I am thinking of settling abroad".The reason I say this is ,because this way they think i am am doing something good and also this way i am not lying.Friends ask me " What are you doing dude? Its been two years since we graduated and you are still sitting at home,what do you do? I say " TIME PASS" ,with a big broad smile this time too.Now you might ask, why is this guy actually doing ? well here is my answer"I am following my dream".Yep working on a dream of mine which i have been cultivating inside me since maybe the last 8 years and now am truly devoted to it.If i start telling people what it is -which i am not going to for now- they will show their expression of amazement which shouts "He has lost it"or " where did this nutcase come from" or" Is he really an engineer's son ,who has an MBA and an Engineer as his siblings" or " where did this ugly duckling come from?" which when I think about in my mind , makes me grin.Well I have no calms really against these people.They have learned to live in a world where they do things what society tells them-The society which makes those rules which it thinks as sane.Well good enough,you live by your sane rules i live with mine-which you might think as insane.God Bless you :) .

I am not trying to be different here or like the one who walk against the tide just for style and that it's really cool to be different.I am just doing what i think is right for me.I am doing what i think will make me the most happiest.I am following a dream of mine, which i know will give me the most pleasure.At least i am doing what i love, rather than get washed with the same tide of the society where you do things as told and as thought of giving you a secured future.But i don't care about a secured future.I live in the moment,which when lived with awareness, surely takes care of the future.Someone has said " Do a job that you love and you won't have to work for a day" .The writer of the quote surely knew the truth of life.

I don't care if people call me insane or Crazy or idiot or bizarre because may be i am a bit crazy.I laugh at myself in the mirror,thinking about all the silly things i had done in the past(At least i have the guts to laugh at my mistakes),I sleep the most deepest when my 2000 watts speaker is at full volume,I think of sex(consensual) and love making as good and divine(which for society is insane),I stare at the window,thinking for hours,I sing without rhythm, I dance crazy for hours till i fally down laughing, I gave up an annaul 3 Lac job offer because i didn't like the field and the most important of all, I am living my dream which is Insane!!!........Oh yeah !!!I am crazy!!!

But on an insane(lol) point, I know I can do it.I know the reason behind people not following what they want, pursue what they desire. They are afraid of the uncertainty,afraid that it will be tough,afraid of the hurdles, afraid of failure, afraid of losing your path.I would be lying if i say that i was not afraid .I was a bit at some point, but i didn't allow this things to overcome me. I will put up some words of Winston Churchill
" Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm.”
Failure is a part of success (provided you do not make it a habit).Success will lose it value if it had no failures.I have decided to wake up and step outside the box of stereotype society and Pursue my dreams.I have decided to do what i wish,no matter how insane it looks to the society.I don't give a crap if people term me as crazy, insane,idiot,stupid because i know these words are temporary and will soon dimish with time,people will bite their own tongue later.For me,Success is the food and Failure is the salt.

But I am not sure if everyone will understand what am trying to say, for this is understood by those who understand life.It feels nice to be insanely sane.I get to live my life on my own terms ,without caring about what others think of me.Try it:Shave at midnight,dance crazy-not for others but for yourself, Talk to the wind and play with water, test your limits:-physical and mental, reach beyond them.Its during these times that you will truly discover yourself,the true person within you.And that time you will understand how insanely sane you truly are.Life is Precious and small,its by living in such moments that you will truly be able to cherish it and enjoy it to the fullest.Time is not a constraint, but we have made it that way, by not living up to it..Enjoy,dream,do what you want and be happy.Have fun for a while.

In tne end I would say,Be insane for a day, and you will be the most sane you have ever been.